This Is So Not Fun

Masters is so not entertaining
its more like a need than want
taking performance mgmt but im doing subjects that i not in any relation to mgmt or evaluating performance !
this is shit !
doing statistics + programming, marketing, international trade & managing SR

only looking forward to SR coz its interesting
the only class im looking forward too ~
recently got feedback from my lect regarding my assignment
his comment was its good for the sharesholders and the company
coz my report was too "work/profit-driven"
however he said that i lack of the humane side
in short i need to be more humane towards my employees
look after their "health"
i think i kind of gt mark down on tt issue
word limit is really an issue
like i always tell my law friend ~
be unethical & immoral but still legal according to the law & policy
that should do me fine !

Stats programming test on friday
the program start to give me program and deadlock ~
arghz ~ im stressing out
im looking for the crack program
hope william is able to get it for me ~
hate stats ! i cant b bothered ~
hypotically since im the manager you are possible to tell me wat they say
not another way round ~
mid paper coming soon as well !!!! burnt ~

Marketing juz sux ~
have been successfully avoiding all marketing subject during my undergrad
& now tt bitchy course coordinator juz bcoz she doesn't want to give me my 18 pt credit
i have to take it ~ arghz...
unfortunately the lect & i kind of have issues
but still need to go class coz of attandance and the class only have 17 people
will have more issues if i miss her class ~
BOOO !!!!

lastly international trade
sound nice but not ~ WTO NAFTA AUSFTA
all the FTA, importing & exporting
crapz !!
2 full day lack
but thankfully i can skip
oh yesh !

at this rate how am i going to survive thru my sem !
i juz amazed myself for tt 1 year offer !
.... i juz realize im late for my stats lecture ~

My Convocation

Finally Graduate !
Yeah !

Home Not-So-Sweet Home

Finally i finish my last semester !
YES! results will be out on the July 14th
cant wait for results
at the same time I'm back in SG for holi
more like im REQUIRED to come back coz my dummy passport is abt to expire

seriously, i dun mind coming back
however this happiness only last from ADL airport to SG airport
once i hop onto my mum's car...
180 degree change in emotions !

but why does everyone keep tell me what i need to do when i come back
my freedom vanish at that moment
i wonder how they survive when im in auzzie
damn !

it's exactly the same phrase i'm going thru in the culture shock diagram
juz that i reached stage 3 & never move forward to stage 7
only start stage 4 when i reach SG airport returning to ADL

was out with my dad this few days at night
the roads were horrible
so are the local drivers
next week go back to driving center
hopefully i can revise how to park a auto car
before i go out partying on the last week ~

Conclusion: This SUX !

Weather

2 weeks break plus easter holidays are almost over !
the weather must have knew it
feeling sad for us
it has been gloomy since early in the morning
drizzling non stop
and its going to be in this manner for the next few days

its affecting us
some has been very quiet and depress during meal times
going to sch in this weather was the worst
wind blowing strong
thus the umbrella is no longer under yr control
scrambling around the streets
hiding in the shelter
some of us it still in the warmth of our blanket

missing the days where the sun is out
and we are basking in it
out of the college at the park / by the beach
it was fun
heaps of fun
laughter and crappy jokes
not like now ~

Updatez

ok 1 mth in ADL already
mid term exam in 5 days time
2 subj back to back
congratulating myself
dun even know if i got time to finish all my revision
will just do my best and see how

final semester just sux
its like mrt station
cant stop or slow down
only go faster and faster

haven been taking any photos lately
coz most of my photos will get me "killed"
so for safety precaution
no way im going to upload
haha...

i have been offered 1 year Master in Commerce (Performance Management) coursework
still haven decide if i should take up the offer
1st the school fee is damn exp
is 5 times of wat im paying now
omg !
2nd unlike uni in SG... damn lot criteria...
must have 2 year working experience
somemore got to write essays not 1 but 7 !
plus referral
WTH ! coursework only not research !
looks like im destined to stay in Aussie already
wan to go back study also cannot
should really apply PR !

the advantage is that
it does not have the criteria of 2 years working experience
instead of 2 year i only need 1 year only
dun need to write thesis (which is extremely great for me!)

the reason i could not accept straight away is bcoz
the master is too specialize
difficult to find job
no company will hire just bcoz of a subcomponent of the dept

sianz !

currently lookin into UniS or UniMelb
Yeah !
can get away from ADL
not say that ADL is no good
is juz that i'm bored already
i wan to go to places where the parties are - quote from lynn
hehe... i wan to look look see see

ok that's all the update for now

AUNTY JASMINE !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

weather is turning cold
14 degree today
12 tonight !

dalight saving today
therefore the time difference is 1.5 hrs faster than SG !

2 weeks in ADL

back for 15 days in ADL
conclusion: final semester is horrible
i'm still procrastinating
even though i'm not goin to sch for 3 days
there are still tons of reading to be done
but i just can't be bothered
they juz never end !

this semester is like a roller coaster
lots of ups n downs
its messing me up i think
but i don't care
i running n running

however, i managed to get work done today
not very great but still yes sth is done
for today only

ROARS !
i hate my final sem
can't wait to get it over n done

everybody's question: wat are you doin after to grad
answer: i dunno...
i wan to tour the world can ?

ROARS !

STUPID !

Aunt clown wan me to post de !

Very Late Post

yah ! i heard it
so im here updating
2 mths back in SG

Meet most of my friends

1st
sorry wen cant meet u when u r back
coz my mood was damn horrible
highly not advisable to meet me
somemore plus mr terrorist is there
dun wan end up spitting fire at innocence

2nd
elated tt 1 missing soul finally sms after im 1 mth back in SG
finally manz... vanish into thin air now u r back n u r gone AGAIN !!
but at the very least u bothered ~
coz u rmb to sms me out of yr superb hectic schedule
its better to b late than never
=D

3rd
thanks clown
u r e best ok
this time i give u all the credit
thanks thanks thanks
lub u Muackz ~ !
always organizing even if yr "bz" schedule
1 ady we will sure haf gang photo
^^

4th
of coz those whom i met up with during CNY
happy happy !!
its haf been ages

Hang out with my family during festival
this year escape to SENTOSA

Eat most of the food
nobody free to yum cha wif me
sianz ah
mayb bcoz they dun haf this habit

Taught in student care
im quitting
it sux !!
i had enuff ~


i had alot on my mind
but suddenly its all gone
so im goin to write some rubbish
bear wif me

currently start goin into my reading mode again
finished up new moon now starting eclipse

most asked question
what are your plans after grad
wah... this is damn diff to ans ya
im currently still lost
every path seem blurry to me

dun feel like gaming heavily
the only game i playing currently is left 4 dead

watching anime online & reading manga
watching greek, GG & chuck season 1 over again

fav song this few week
rob thomas - this is how a heart breaks
which i gt no idea why this particular song

haf been skipping my meals n replaced by eating cakes
dun ask me hw much cakes i had eaten
coz i already lost count
the best record so far was 1 meal a day
as in eating solid food instead of cake
somehow my stomach is rejecting n im nt hungry
im taking vitamins n minerals (liquid form)

im very reckless this few days
sleeping is currently the best solution
im able to wake up after 6 hrs & go into sleep after 5 mins for other 6 hrs
even though im goin back to ADL in 3 weeks
im still lost
no more goals / aim so far

however im having weird dreams n nightmares in my sleep
wishes there is somebody out there who can help me interpret
im e type who remember my dreams n nightmare in detail
always question myself y this dream / nightmare
surely its trying to inform me sth
but wat
juz interpret for me
i want to know !
does anyone know anyone ?

miss the auzzie PR criteria by 1 pt
now very de-motivated as well

have been on facebook
lots of ppl had done the 25 random things / name the things startin with yr initials
sth like tt
quite interesting

currently being heavily used at home as replacement
sometimes its ok
sometimes its sux
depending on my mood
high mood swings for no apparent reason
gt irritated very easily

im also highly paranoid & mostly obsessive-compulsive

ok im done
somehw gt pissed off writing
nt sure y i piss off also
will blog again when i calm enuff