Sometimes I wonder

WHY THE HELL I RETURN TO SINGAPORE !
since graduation till now, this question is always on my mind.

WHY !

I hate being in Singapore. Seriously, loathe !
It is not because I do not have friends. I do have friends but still... ...

Main reason for my return is my grandma, now that she has passed on, WHY AM I STILL HERE!

WHY WHY WHY !

Main reasons:
Army Invasion
Concete-looking environment
Crazily high stressful human
and nevertheless, my family.